collecting anger

i hadn't noticed that all along,
i've been walking around with this,
in fact i have been afraid to name "this"...
until that day, we sat and talked..
i hadn't noticed that the tears were there
...
i am ready to point to it.
this heaviness that's been exhausting my bones.
it was nothing you said that had me weeping,
it was all mine...
this...
it's everywhere..
i can't find my peace...