meandering minds

been trying to calculate, work out exactly how it happened that i ended up standing here right now... could it be the result of a simple wrong turn taken before time or maybe did i wait too long... because right now i am meant to be in a space where i can see... but i seem to have created this smoky, impenetrable maze that i can't seem to break away from.... here i am... lost even to me... i somehow allowed my mind to wander too far from the source... so what do i do now?